Struggling
I've been having a tough past few days and I'm really trying to push through...I thought posting here might help.
I'm just overcome with sadness and what scares me the most is my lack of motivation at work. I feel myself fight back the "I don't care" attitude while it grows stronger every day.
Like other threads talk about, I'm just exhausted mentally and emotionally from everything surrounding my divorce and continuing to have to deal with an angry, delusional ex.
I use all of my strength to be present for my child when he's home from school. And to be honest, just being around him and his joyful spirit does lift me up..... I just feel like a part of me is dying inside.....I hope its the part that allows my STBXAH and the unfortunate reality we are in to hurt me.
Ok.....back to work. Thanks for listening. MAN ALIVE this ain't for sissies.