It could be worse. It was drinking on my birthday that brought me here, I plan to never drink on my birthday again....
I’d just do things I enjoy doing: the gym, a long bath, a new book, food I really like but don’t always eat, maybe go shop for a new bike, a new musical instrument? What are your hobbies, your passions? I love gardening too so I might clear a new garden space, buy flowers or vegetables, maybe buy myself something cute to wear the next time my husband or friends are free for dinner, a gig or a movie out....dang I want to do my birthday over...can’t even explain how awful it was, it was that bad.