Your post can be shortened to:
“I have a lot of problems, all because of drinking.”
“I’ve worn out all my relationships because of drinking.”
“I have no money and no resources because of drinking.”
I’m sorry honey but there’s nothing else in your post of relevance. The only issue is your alcoholism.
You have no assets. Find a county sponsored inpatient rehab. Check yourself in. After getting sober, life will start to come together, people will start to help, and things will begin to make sense.
Stop complicating everything and just get sober.