Originally Posted by
bobdrop 
Hey. Dee said this is a safe zone, so, I'm going to unload a little. I really appreciate all the support I've had from this class. I almost lost it when I saw the inquiry from badge. I am on the edge right now. If I fail, do I go back to a different class? This class is great but I want to follow the rules. I'm in a bad place right now.
Hi Bob - my advice is not worry about what ifs,
That inner demon will try and grind you down and doubt yourself.
It wants to make you believe that nothing will change anyway if you stay sober so whats the point.
That my friend is 100 % A grade BS.
Getting sober changed everything for me., Not right away, but inevitably.
Don't lose heart
the best thing to do is fight this thing with both hands and beat it.
and yes you're always welcoem here
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