Welcome Dreamer013 hope to see you around here often .
Everyone is different but you will see quite a few people around here including me who picked up a drink when they felt better only to find out they went right back to where they were and often worse ,in my case much worse . I had to finally accept I am never going to be a normal drinker no matter how long I am sober . I also accept recovery from alcoholism is always going to be a work in action , action being the key work as opposed to inaction .