one more thing on this:
" I may never fill that void that lives within my soul. "
idk about you, but i really sucked at filling that. but my HP managed to fill it.
oh, on this:
"That I won't get the things I truly want, like genuine intimacy through love and friendships."
friendships WILL happen. it took me a few years to bain the few TRUE frieds i have. and even then, i can count em all on one hand.
intimacy and love has many different faces and shows many different ways.
now something that might wanna make ya punch me through the monitor:
be patient.
im backin away from my monitor now.