BMU,
I have no objections to medications in general and in fact take them myself. When people have told me they are a crutch, I don't think they've understood just how debilitating my anxiety and depression can be.
In any event, I'd advise you to see a psychiatrist who specializes in substance abuse. He or she will definitely not prescribe Klonopin (clonazepam) as it is indeed habit-forming and can be abused.
O