Originally Posted by
january161992 
its the 1st drink that gets us drunk not the 20th
we cant get drunk without that 1st drink
our choice is between miserable unhappy drunken drinking and all the consequences
or
not taking 1 drink
God bless
It's crazy cause I thought about all of that when I took my first sip. "One is too many and 1000 is never enough."
It's like I mentally planned on doing this. It's crazy. Even with the thought of intense withdrawal. I know this is kindling and the past two years I was able to over the withdrawals with my Benzos. I'm so glad I'm off them and cant just go to the store and purchase them like I can with wine. I don't know why I haven't ended this madness years ago like I did when I first became sober.