I’m convinced 1 is too many and I believe I will slide right back to where I was when I started sobriety. I remember day 1 and the first 30 days. I never want to go back there. I won’t forget the feeling of alcohol becoming more and more consuming, a more complete thief of my life. Days pass, temptations happen, urges will wash over me, but I won’t forget. If I do I will relapse.