Angelhugs you have been doing so well, don't stop now. I know exactly how you feel, I have been struggling with coke/crack for a long ime, almost as long as you have been alive. I stay clean for awhile, and then go back, each time I went back my using would double, till I was finally out of control. Just stay away from it, stay away from the people that use, and stay away from whomever you are getting it from. Lose their #, and if they call don't pick up! That is what I did and after awhile he got tired of calling, and stopped. I know you don't want to die, and I don't want you to die, you are so young with a lot of life ahead, are you really gonna throw everything away on some white poison powder. PLEASE WE ALL CARE, WE NEED YOU TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
Hugs,
Bfree