Hi everyone, I'm doing semi-better, well sort of. I'm still alive. I thought for sure that I was on my way to a heart attack this morning. I had the symptoms and I talked with a doctor in the ER and she told me that it was a big concern. I decided not to go to the ER and I just waited it out. My vision was blurred, two of everything. I was in the apartment all alone. That experience scared me out of my mind. I went to a dark place that I pray to God I never have to go back to. For the first time, I saw how close I could be to death if I use. This disease kills and I don't want to give it my life. I think that this may be a big turning point for me. That was the point at which I truly knew that I never wanted to go beyond. Time to work on turning it back around.