Day 12 in the books
Done with a long, challenging week of work. This is only my second Friday night sober (possibly as far back as my memory serves me). I work and stay 4-5 hours away, so I got home about 10pm. It's 11:30 here. Last Friday the boyfriend was here for me and did the sober thing with me... tonight he's drinking at a friends. Really good friends, and I feel sad that I don't want to go see them because I don't want to drink. I'm not upset with him, just feeling down and a little worried our relationship won't work with me being sober. We sure have a great time together when we drink. Obviously, it isn't worth me feeling like my life is falling apart though. Anyone else dealt with this?