Originally Posted by
Vivisectus 
This could be a weird question, but...
Why is all that love going to other people? How about sending some of that towards yourself? You have been living with an alcoholic, and I have not met a single person yet who can do that without getting hurt. Often it leads to unhealthy mental habits.
Are you spending enough of that energy on yourself?
Not a weird question at all, but one that I haven't quite figured out yet. Yes, I most definitely need to learn how to send it my way. Still working on that.