Day 2
It's been a while since I've posted. I was relapsing so often that it became too demoralising to come back again and again and vow that this time was it.
Since May, I've managed 31 days AF and three shorter periods of 11, 12 and 13 days. Loads of shorter periods. I don't drink every day, or even a few times a week, but I binge, once a week on average and that's been my pattern for a long time.
Each time though, I learn something new and I refuse to give up hope that I can kick this for good.
So, it's day 2 here for me, it's embarrassing but it is what it is,