Thanks Dee and Viper!
The disappoitment alone, even if I could avoid a hangover next day would be crushing enough. I'm continuing to hang in there for the sake of it and also because I know there are no "winners" when it comes to alcohol.
I've received a response from tje south of france for freelance work. I am tempted but would rather secure a contract even if it pays less at first instead being I'll be new to the area and culture even if I do speak French. I will continue applying through some links where schools are hiring.
As far as the drinking, especially in a country where wine flows and is drank like water on the daily, I think i can manage because wine never was my first choice and being around drinkers when you're sober is most annoying.
Happy Sunday to all and best of luck!