Morning Mayflies!
Saturday morning again. Just having a nice big coffee and a vape. We've nicknamed my vaper Tom (after the delicious Mr Hardy) so the innuendos are rather hilarious in an immature kind of way! Not in front of the girls of course!
Bit of anxiety creeping in at the minute. Hannah has quite a few after school careers and college evenings to fit in and my poor little brain is struggling to arrange them. It will work out fine I'm sure but I can feel the little flow of panic if I let it. Plus it's birthdays, family visits and Christmas prep time of year coming up. Eek!
Like Arp said thank god I'm sober. I find myself looking back and literally wondering how the hell I coped. The drinking, the hiding the drinking, the chaos, the lies, the fear......ugh a living nightmare at times! So yes thank God that is behind me.
I hope everyone is well. Sim darling I'll just send a bit of love and a hug in case you drop by xxx
Love to everyone else too let's do this sober Saturday! xxxx