Glad you came here and posted, I noticed you joined SR back in 2013, how much sober time do you have?
I joined in 2012, and took my last drink on NYE 2015. I have been posting here daily as part of my recovery plan since, and it really helps. If you are working on getting sober again join the October 2017 class, it helps having the support of others who have also stopped drinking this month. Another great thread is the 24 hour thread, I check in there each day, and have formed friendships with an incredible group of people who are there for the good days, and the bad.
Glad you are here and checking in.