Originally Posted by
tomsteve 
a few things from a past post:
1. I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis (auto immune) which makes me feel stressed, anxious, depressed and tired a lot of the time. I am on meds and have sought dietary changes and homeopathy as well.
2. My PMS is INSANE. For 2 weeks out of each month I am chronically suicidal and have bursts of anger or I implode and want to kill myself.
did i read in another reply of yours mention of a therapist?
have ya spoken to your doctor about this? maybe a med change is in order?
Yup.
I've always had these feelings...pms makes them worse. But, for the past 6-8 months I've fallen asleep to the thought and woke up to very dark thoughts.
And yes, I just switched antidepressants and have a new therapist.
I'm not going to cave and drink. I am just looking for a bit of hope. If this is the life I am fated to lead...I don't want it. It has to get better.