Out,
Life sober is amazing. We are not designed to be drunks.
I had to unlearn the behavior. I still crave. When I do...I think...of course I crave...I am an addict for life.
For me, wanting to quit is half the battle won.
Then it is about management of triggers...for me..they were all peer pressure...always.
Normies and actives...saying...just have a sip.
Then I came back here....and got reeled in. Fortunately, my slips were not full up benders.
They say, the first drink gets you...I was lucky...but I could feel the insanity trying to creep in.
Thanks.