It's hard to discuss this without it turning into a debate about recovery methods, which is against forum rules.
AA was not available where I lived two years ago (I am on day 630 or something like that). I have stayed sober largely by visiting this board almost every day and by reading everything I can find about the science of addiction. As an atheist and a scientist type, this is what works for me.
Just be honest with yourself, yes? Are you looking for ways to devalue AA so you can say you tried, thus setting yourself up for a relapse? Or is it truly not for you, which is fine?
Wishing you success.