Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
Well, then take a look around the forums. There is plenty of support and information here.
Welcome! What will you do to stay busy tonight when you would start to think about drinking? Take a walk with your kids? Clean the car? Make a plan.
Go to bed sober, you'll never be sorry about that decision.
My oldest son has a big event tonight. So I wouldn't be able to drink until we get home. It will be dark and its Friday night, and our garage is the spot to hangout and get drunk. I have no idea how stop that from happening at this point.