Hi Nikka, I think Aries hit the nail on the head....you not likely to regret not drinking. Play the tape forward and imagine how it would feel waking the next day hungover and back to day 1.
Consider what the last 5 mths have meant to you and how hard you have worked to gain everyday.
Sending you hugs. Sometimes our AV tells us we are missing out.....when, in actual fact, with everyday sober, we gain so much more than we ever did when drinking.
Xx Scruff