Originally Posted by
Anna 
I'm sorry for your situation, but you have found a place where you get lots of support.
You can and must begin recovery again. Alcoholism is a relentless disease. I hope you can come up with a recovery plan that will work for you.
Have you talked openly to your husband about the lack of physical contact and how it makes you feel?
Thank you Anna. For replying
I really wasn't sure how too use this and if it was for me. Yes we have and while things between us started to get better like communication and learning too live together I was slipping away and losing myself that I became consumed with self thoughts and living selfishly (isolated and alone) I know I'm on the cliff and if I don't get help I will loose all that I worked so hard for. I attend a program here called celebrate recovery but I wanted too talk too alcholoics who had soberity and replased and then got clean again. I needed to know there is hope I guess