Oh yes, Pathway, as a child, I'd have failed the marshmallow test too! Instant gratification was my pathway. It's way past my bedtime, and I'm tired and wouldn't give your informed questions the credit they deserve; but I will try my best to respond tomorrow. For now, please try not to feel sad, just let those feelings rise up and then not attach to them, let them just bob along the river of thought and pass on by.