well i read here that cleaning and rearranging furniture is a good thing to do to help you surf the cravings. I think its on Carol 101 things to do to avoid drinking the sticker its in here if you what to see the whole 100 things
i am very tired and actually can barely get out of bed since i quit wednesday i had to get off from work because i can't even take a shower and its gross because I'm shaking and sweating so much i guess i had abused alcohol for too long my depression its pretty out of hand i have not been anywhere but meetings since wednesday and i just cutted all my debits and credit cards so no money to buy nothing i am being drastic this time its not my first rodeo
i guess that instead of OCD i am just having some sort of depressive episode or mental breakdown
i just want to get sober i can't live like this