Thanks Dee.
Over that hurdle. today I woke up with a big NO to drinking. Made the bed. Glad I had some will power training because it's become much easier to start sobriety then in the past.
That routine of "hangover +Work+.exausted+ quick run to shops before they close-up+ - get more booze then anticipated because shops will be closed. Its very exausting and actually boring. That feeling of freshness and sober head I don't take for granted anymore, I acknowledge it and enjoy it.