Thank you for the kind words. It's a vicious disease and often extremely scary because I feel out of control. And it's even more upsetting because the person I live with has been seeing me struggle with this issue. I don't want to hurt or burden others with this disease.
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Midwest1981 
I think you should be very proud of yourself for continuing to work on these problems. It takes time and you have been working hard the way it sounds. Keep fighting. I think this program that is coming up in a month sounds really promising for you.
God loves you too and hasn't given up on you. You can't give up when something good is right around the corner.