Originally Posted by
Awake61 
the beast has been telling me that since I lost my job, license and publicly humiliated myself at age 60, there is no point in going on. I thought I had conquered this, but the past few days it keeps seeping in. Just had to write this down. Feel very sad right now, yet I am sober.
I hope you're not still feeling that way, Awake!
Doors have been slammed in your face but you can kick down some other doors, too! If you keep to the Big Plan and never drink again you will regain control of your life.