Went to the lunch time AA meeting and met some really nice people. One older guy invited me to go to church with him. I'm not really the religious type,but figured why not. Man! It's like the preacher was talking about me when I knew I was at my "bottom" and had to make some very hard,honest changes in my life or keep living the hell I was in. Very positive day! Even when I was getting dressed this morning and looked in the mirror; I loved the guy looking back at me. He looked happy,proud and at peace with himself. Thanks everyone!