Ya..it's over. We've been texting. He won't actually talk to me on the phone but that's normal. I'm starting to become infuriated. He says he has a big day tomorrow(puttering with his jeep?) and cant talk. We work together so we've been texting on how to proceed seeing each other at work. He's angry that I was snooping. All the drinking and drama of the past 3.5 years is just washed out by my snoopiness. I asked who he slept with so I wouldn't have to run into them around our small town. I'll never know. He's gaming and in bed. I'm nosy and jealous he says.
I feel foolish. This is going to take a long time to get over.