Cellphone spying
Had a nice morning with my ABF, running errands, singing songs in the car. Get home, have lunch. He goes out to pick his kids up from school. I notice he's left his phone behind. I know this is bad but I looked at the messages. Its not the first time. Over a year ago I did the same and regretted it. His tone to his drinking buddies is so different than the guy I usually hang out with, albeit, not at night usually. Really crass and all about being drunk. So this time I found hook up messages to women. They were from a few months ago when we had broken up for a short while. BUT I had asked him pointedly when we got back together if we needed to get tested, if he'd had any hookups. He said no. After seeing the messages I confronted him and he admitted to not even using condomsome on these one night stands. Now I have to go get tested and hope for the best.
I know I should be angry but I don't feel anything.