Thanks everyone!
I do feel good for waking up sober and hangover free! My wife is a great support and has cut back on her wine -she had it the other day and she didn't enjoy it.
Yes you're right about playing the tape forward and realizing the end game.
To those who are beginning, just do it. Don't relapse. It gets harder to stop every time.
I missed it last night. But I never considered having any. it's not part of my life.
Dee thanks for the link. I need to read more like that!