Hi Smileagain,
I just read through your thread, and I wanted to say good job!! You are doing so well!! I am so happy that you are trying to get clean again. I remember you from the last time you were here!! And, I remember that then, too, you had such a good attitude towards the whole process. I am rooting for you!! You can do this!!
Hang in there and keep posting!!
We are here for you.