Glad you shared - and you have another chance to make it permanent this time.
What's your plan for getting and staying sober? Now would be a great time for an AA meeting - I did about 82 in the recommended 90/90. There is lots of other info and support here on recovery plans- and the Class of Sep thread under Newcomers Daily Support is a great place to join.
You can do it if you want to. Take care and don't drink- today.