Finally, I understand you care and are trying to help, but please dont tell me I'm a drug addict. I dont know where the root of my problem lies at the moment and that is what I'm trying to figure out, I am offended if one can assume I'm a drug addict after trying something. Ever try pot? I never, but most people have, I dont call them drug addicts just cause they try it. Do you drink? I do, but I can stop in a fingersnap, it only makes me tired and unless I'm with friends who socializing by drinking, I dont care to ever waste all that money on the expensive alcohol to just feel ******. I've recently decided I'm basically not even going to drink with friends anymore, I'll go and get a redbull instead its when the pressure comes in to drink I am weak at. Alcohol is a drug and some of you guys drink more then me on a regular basis but I dont ask you to go to AA.