Sure doesn't look like you have any sort of a problem to me. Members of this forum have a natural tendency, in my humble opinion, to think that anyone that posts here must have some sort of problem. I suppose that is true in most circumstances, but all of your posts suggest strongly to me that you are a "normie" and have no significant reason to be concerned. Personally, I say good for you for being aware enough about the potential risks to come here and ask the questions that you are asking.