I always like to greet the September class. A daily drinker for 35 years, I quit drinking for the last time Sept 10, 2010. Joined SR about a week later. Been active in Sober Recovery ever since. And alcohol free.
Early recovery is tough. Don't despair. Don't view sobriety as a punishment. It isn't. My recovery has been a gift and blessing I give thanks for every day. I wish you all the same gift, freedom from alcohol. Freedom from the shame and depression of addiction.