Old 08-31-2017, 05:02 PM
  # 11 (permalink)  
squiz
Member
 
Join Date: Aug 2017
Posts: 48
i tell you what's quite nice: being able to type a message at quarter to one in the morning using both eyes, not having to close one to unblur the characters.

I've been lurking on this site since I gave up living like a ping pong ball bouncing from day to day with pain and sickness and the inability to do *anything* but drink through the day to level up, then keep drinking, then wake up sometimes thinking 'you know what, it would be better to just die right here in this bed right now than go through another day drinking myself closer to a slow alcoholic death. Just let me die right now'

I was drinking unfathomable amounts every single day, all day, because I could because I run a pub and am here surrounded by it for 55-70 hours a week.

Tonight though I managed it again and I'm safe in bed on my 13th day of no booze and finally feel ready to post.

Can I join the September gang?
squiz is offline