Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I'm no psychologist but I learned a lot about myself
but it does occur to me maybe you're missing or pining for the carefree freedom you had back then and/or the excitement.
It may even go to the heart of how you define yourself.
If you can work out what you're missing - and work out whether its real or just rose coloured nostalgia - you can go a long way to healing that inner void
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It has to be rose colored nostalgia. I mean, it can only be that because it surely doesn't define who I am as a person anymore. But man, it does hit me like a Mack truck. its so powerful.