Originally Posted by
JADIII 
The biggest problem I have is I feel horrible today after a 3 day bender but come Friday I'll feel back to normal and this feeling I currently have will be forgotten.
I recognize this cycle. It's called "quitting drinking until I feel better."
That's not sobriety. That's not recovery. It's just drinking.
If you are determined to quit, have vowed to get sober and remain sober, then it shouldn't matter if you feel good enough to drink come Friday. Your resolve must remain steadfast. You can't just "forget" that you've quit drinking.
You probably need more support than you have. How about posting here daily? Multiple times daily, until you can attain a foundation of sobriety.