I can relate. I have had a few lapses due to music and memories. I tend to remember the fun times when I hear certain songs. Now that I'm getting older alot of my favorites bands from the 80s rock era are either dead from drugs/booze or clean and sober... Not many of them are still living that party lifestyle at this age. Not sure how old you are? I love going to see live music when there is a member of the band that has cleaned up. Listening to the radio is hard though because you are captive. Stick with the talk radio until you have stronger sober muscles. I would not put on 80s rock at first because I wanted it to be like old times. Well it will never be like old times. I like new times better anyway...