Hi Blondie! Congratulations on 15 days! I have 3 kids, I too maintained sobriety through all 3 pregnancies but after every one picked the bottle back up at one point or another. (Would you believe I didn't think I had a problem at those times)
So, don't beat yourself up. The important thing is that you've seen the cycle begin to repeat but are stopping it in its tracks. Great going on 15 days!