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And I accidentally posted on another's thread. Sorry.
I don't know how many hours sober to count myself. But right now I think it's only hours and I'm having trouble with the cravings.
I am a night vodka drinker. I'd drink enough to fall asleep-- which admittedly wasn't very much until Tuesday before last where I started picked up one of those little bottles and started drinking again when I woke up. Now I'm a second week into not going to work and I have to stop this. Liqour store lady was seeing me every day pop in and buy my small bottle and pop out. Some days I'd even make it to about 5pm (which would have been quitting time) had I decided to go in that day.
I have now twice gotten up, gotten clothes on suitable for leaving my apartment and gotten keys and ALMOST made it out the door. Won't hurt I say to myself and will help the cravings.
please tell me it gets easier.