mummy to 2 the past is the past look at it as day WON just try and figure out what triggered it so you'll know how to deal with it . Don't worry what people think we've all slipped and probably felt the same way at least I know I have.At least your posting some just quit posting like I did for 6 months to a year at a time ,but continue reading here then all of a sudden it clicks and their back like me this is a great place for advice and wisdom of people that walked this path before us they understand as do I. I'm very glad you're here Day WON then before you know it with hard work you'll be Day none.