I figured everyone had there fix some gamble some excercise some knit some drink some eat ice cream some play the lotto etc.. I just figured drinking was the fix that I used almost as if nothing else but that would work for me. Not I got a lot of other fixes but there healthy choices is all.
I suppose I was right everyone has there fix but it does not have to be a bad one.
I never invisioned myself sober and without a cigarette in my mouth they where so much a part of me and who I was even others have said the same they never imagined me without those things.