Thank you Steely. Your post made me cry. Happy, loved tears. It is marvellous to be part of a group and feel like I belong.
I'm sorry you had the same experience of getting missed off the milestones lists but I also found it comforting to know I'm not the only one. When everything starts feeling personal, that's when I know my AV is on the war path. It's so frustrating because in so many areas of my life I can be strong but as soon as I feel unfairly left out, I'm back to feeling like a child with no power, no control and no way out.
I've always liked Liam Gallagher too. No people pleasing with him. He always says what he thinks. I bet he never gets bothered about being left out. I need to be a bit more like Liam Gallagher. Stop looking for validation from others and start providing it for myself. Love you Steely. Love all you guys xxx