Hi everyone.
I had a busy Saturday so couldn't post till now. It's another long night for me.
I had a few moments of weakness in the evening but managed to plow through. It's not easy at all. I just know that I honestly have nothing good to gain from drinking. Nothing at all. However, neither do I feel upbeat and psyched like I did back in March. To be honest, part of me expects me to drink again even though I don't want to... I haven't yet wrapped my head around my decision, which is so weird.
So Sunday is day 3. I can confidently say that I've maneuvered day 2 pretty OK. If I can get through Sunday successfully, I think that'll make it easier for this to stick. It's harder for me to drink during the week (less time, more stress attached to it, etc) so I'm more likely to stay on the sober bus. And I hope that, after getting a few good sober days under my belt, I may not want to easily give those up.
Fingers crossed.
Goodnight, everyone.