Hi thedallaskid - I'm so glad you joined us.
Yes, I've done it too. My shame, guilt, & remorse led me back to drinking because I couldn't face the fallout. Thankfully, you are taking a wiser approach - you've decided to stop and get free of it. Hold your head high and never allow anyone (including yourself) to see you in that condition again. People's memory of the incident will fade - the real you will shine through - life will be better than ever.
Be kind and patient with yourself - and post here - we really do care about you.