Hi Nic,
You've gotten our thread up and moving again, and that is a good thing. We are all stronger together.
I'm sorry you are struggling right now, but sounds like you are ready to take the steps needed to commit to sobriety. I know it isn't easy in the beginning, but it does get easier each day.
What are your plans today to help you stay sober? Were you able to check in with your doctor? Please check in here as much as needed. You can PM any of us if you need to chat, need encouragement, or just need to vent. This thread is a good place to do that aa well.
Sending lots of love and virtual hugs your way. Please also remember to be kind to yourself today.
❤️Delilah