Hi girls (and Dee)!
It's late and I didn't have the time to catch up but I need to get something off my chest again. Sorry for being so self-absorbed.
I went to a meeting tonight which is always really small and that one AA guy was there. I stayed anyway and it was okay and then a few of us went out for dinner afterwards (him included). I don't know what it is about him but something seems to attract me. I don't know in what way. I can't tell yet if it's just platonic or not. Tonight I found out that he's going through a break up.
I think the fact that I keep mentioning this here should alarm me. But I still think that maybe it's just that I like him as a person and get excited cause we can speak the same language. Cause I don't have many people to speak it to.
I get really mixed feelings everytime I see him.
The weird thing is that I am really committed to my relationship and things are going much better between me and my BF since we decided to take it slow. It makes me optimistic about our future.
I have no idea what the problem is or if there even is a problem.